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17776

12/04/26


17776 alsa known as What Football Will Look Like in The Future is an AMAZING story. I've heard of the story around a month or 2 ago, but I finally read it today because of "Immortality Day" on the 7th. Immortality Day in the story is the day that people stopped being born, and at the same time they stopped ageing and dying, they're immortal, and it's specifically April 7th, 2026. CRAZY. Reading the first chapter I mistook it for psychological horror, I didn't really know what the story was about and suddenly I read this red text guy panicking, like ohmygodimafuckingprobe. I've watched and read horror where a man wakes up as a monster, and I assumed it would be like that but the story went in a totally different direction. Although I would say the setting is kind of horror, I've seen/noticed the shift from people saying they'd want to live forever to people understanding that living forever is actually a horrible thing to have. This story touches on that aspect, but of course the humans have long moved on, or at least accepted that there's nothing they can do to change that. Now, the football aspect of the story is hilarious, I find it comedic, and without it I think the story would be a lot more negative and depressing, so it's a nice break from the horrers (O-o). It's entertaining, it really is to expand and clarify the rules of football. Why not y'know? You've got all this time, lets get specific. And like they've mentioned multiple times in the story, football from before they became immortal was like the nursery stage, the learning stage. Because just like in literature or anything else, once you truly understand everything about something, you can start breaking rules. They start making football fields spanning from the borders of Mexico to Canada, or they basically make the playing field a community with houses and a supermarked?? Idk I viewed it like irl monopoly, it isn't but the field really looked like a monopoly board. I love all of the characters, especially JUICE, they've got their priorities straight, messing around, feeling good, enjoying the moment, while at the same time being authentic and caring about his friends. Hubble was a cool like, easter egg. The main character, or at least who I think is the main character is so human. Jon Bois, the creater of the story did an amazing job with making this once inanimate object, relate to humans. I feel maternal, like 10, I feel maternal toward's 9. So that's that, uhhh here's the link to the novel --> 17776, and if you didn't know there is a sequal --> 20020.
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NOVELS

The Spirit Bares Its Teeth

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I LOVED this story, it was AMAZING, it had such a fantastic representation of autism and young transgender characters. like the MC is a trans boy who, by his parent's, is forced to be a girl. Because he doesn't want to be a boy and he keeps "disobeying", he is sent to an all girls like~ basically residential school :C The horrers in that school is unthinkable but also very accurate to what happens in real life, the MC is smart but also very true to his young character. Idk what else to say (._. Horror/Gothic/Historical fiction with ghosts (yes ghosts)


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KissWood

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21/02/26

I binged the entire manwha in one night, and it has definetly become one of my favorites, I wish more people got to read this amazing story. It's about an old man with a love for trees, living in a concrete world. He is suddenly transported to a lush green world, overrun by trees and plants after a fatal arson attack on his home. It's safe to say I cried, yeah, uhhh o-o go read it! it's awesome.


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Train to Busan

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20/02/26

Holy hell, zombie movies always make me so anxious. I watched this with my family, we like to call horror movies "family movies" which technically is true because the entire family is watching. I really enjoyed the movie, it made me cry at the ending, and also in general, I like open ended endings. I don't know if thats a spoiler but, it is open ended o-o...

The Da Vinci Code

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21/02/26

I watched this with my parents, just on a whim after remembering a comment my dad made on it, like a month ago. Anyways, I really enjoyed this movie, it was amazing and I loved seeing them solve the puzzles and the mystery. Its an awesome concept, making a movie on this conspiracy theory with Jesus' bloodline.

Chainsaw Man – The Movie: Reze Arc

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It was absolutely amazing, my family was anticipating to watch this movie, so when my dad finally bought it we watched it right away. I really enjoyed the entire story, it was all fantastic, the characters, the animation, the sadness (._. the empty feeling it gave me (._. the tears I held back as I watched with the rest of my family. I wish I wish I wish, that's all I could say after watching the movie. But ultimately, those feelings that it gave me, made it even more valuable of a movie. I don't really wanna spoil anything, but I will say that the movie is split up into 2 sections: "omg it's so sweet, I love this it's all so cute", and "why did it have to turn out this way".

Death of a Unicorn

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15/03/26

At first I was a little skeptical of the movie, it said on the streaming site I watched it on that It was a horror movie, comedy typa thing. It was not horror, but it was quite thrilling and really funny. I enjoyed a lot of the movie, the main character is played by Jenna Ortega while her father is played by Paul Rudd. I loved how it tied to the history of unicorns, in this famous museum with a medieval unicorn tarp, the story of the tarp is mad crazy (non-derogatory). My only peeve about the movie was the actions of the father, and how the movie really didn't, ummm, help develop him into becoming a better father. Other than that pretty awesome, would watch again for the laughs, I love the "antagonists" in the move, hilarious.

Donnie Darko Director's Cut

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04/05/26

I loved watching this movie, it was extraordinary and I enjoyed theorizing with my dad on where the story would end up. I wouldn't say I fully understand the story, but for me, it's part of it's appeal. There's a feeling of emptiness after watching Donnie Darko, and I would agree for sure this is a classic. The way they used visuals or like cgi to convey what Donnie saw but also making it unreachable? Because it's an experience that only Donnie can fully understand and comprehend unlike an audience viewing from the 4th wall.


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THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS - Ep 8: hjsakldfhl

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23/03/26

Absolute cinema. I had to speed watch 4 episodes to catch up once I learnt that ep 8 was going to be the SECOND last episode. As always, not to spoil anything, this episode of TADC took a turn that I never expected to happen. The musical number was suprising, a good very "calm" before the storm, lie to the audience before killing them sorta thing. I feel really sad, for caine. It conflicts with my morals when I think deeply into it, if TADC actually existed, I think I would feel empathetic towards Caine, an AI. His entire purpose is to entertain, he isn't programmed (or at least I believe) to go against that in any way, that is his one goal. He is rejected by the others, and at the same time I understand why the others (Zooble, Ragatha, Jax, etc.) would hate caine. It's impossible to expect any different emotion from a program that wasprogrammed to do a specific thing, caine will never understand what it feels like to want something more. to want to leave, because all he ever truly knows in the digital circus, it's shown in the episodes that he longs for the outside. A place that he wants to recreate, but is unattainable. Going back to the song, hah I noticed the (obvious) reference in the lyrics to "I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream". A few years ago (2021?) on a whim I decided to listen to the podcast version which is free on youtube while going on my regular commute. I have the same feelings for Caine as I did for AM, as well as the main characters Ted/Pomni and the rest of the cast. [SPOILER] I've heard most people say that AM is the person on the front cover of IHNMAIMS and that they are the one wanting to scream. While I do understand how AM would wish to have that because he has no way to fully understand human emotion and their being, the title is actually for TED the main character. And it's got me thinking, if TADC is inspired by IHNMAIMS, their antagonists are similar, the premise is similar, the main characters are similar, then the FATE of Pomni must be similar to that of TED's, no? What if Pomni frees the rest of the cast from the digital hell, while she herself is stuck in the circus for all of eternity. Forever being the playtoy of an unfeeling being.

Unstable Universe

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I started watching yesterday (Feb 26) just, unprompted, like idk my siblings wanted to watch and I've started getting back into minecraft content. It seemed interesting so errm :P here I am ---[ currently on Spoke's second video ] Matter of fact, I'm watching it while doing this rn